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moss
04:48
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see sunlight disappear behind a veil
the heavens open up with frigid hail
the wind cracking the marrow in your bones
the darkness in your skull becomes a drone
the rain descends upon the sodden earth
the years of damp seem like a bitter curse
stone to dust
dust to gale
weeks go by without a clue
ash to blood
blood on stone
hope, despair anew
spread seeds of doubt on fallow fields
to spend a lifetime down in the weeds
it's been an age since summertime
the only thing to touch your face are the cold, lonely hands of time
clawing lines into your skin
weeks bleed into years with nothing new
two bony empty hands intertwine (on the level)
the stale around them starts to whine (sentimental)
"is this love? is it dead?"
weeks go by without a clue
"will this lust survive it all?"
hope, despair anew
spread seeds of doubt on fallow fields
to spend a lifetime down in the weeds
to fill your life with self-concern
to spend it waiting for sweet return
a golden age when all seemed right
all you end up with is time to burn
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2. |
j'acuse!
04:55
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a vow that's broken
i held your bones in my arms and felt you crumble
those conversations at 2am
unwound by the way that we left it
but i doubt that this is goodbye
to bring two oceans together in the palm of your hand
grit your teeth, it's only the water flowing out with the tide
tear it down
take what's golden
tear it down
cut the cord
tear it down
words unspoken
tear it down
a call awoken to pull back the veil and find some meaning
in conversations at 2am
unbound, free to say what you wanted
now i'm not sure if this is goodbye
tear it down
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3. |
gaslight
04:16
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slide on over to me
i can tell that you're intrigued
a little closer to be
nearer to a future supreme
i can make you dream of any way you want it to be
that's the way i need it, i just really want you to see
another clammy hand in need of a shake
another con artist back on the take
gaslighting
i'd give nothing to be
sitting at a table with me
well i won't ever give it up
for nothing and no one
anything that's given from me never comes for free
that's the way i want it, why can't you just let me be?
another fine powder in need of a taste
gaslighting
it's just a little hangover nursed back into place
gaslighting
baby - you don't have to worry 'bout a thing
baby - you don't need to worry 'bout the past (or mine)
you don't need to worry 'bout the future
you don't need to worry 'bout the present
'cause i'm the only thing for you
i'll make you believe
you gotta believe in me
i'll make you believe
that i'm the only one for you
give me twenty minutes
you'll have only eyes for me
another dirty animal out of its cage
another petty criminal taking the stage
another vapid character that's making you grey
another manchild that's brimming with rage
gaslighting
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4. |
ember
03:41
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re-arrange my hand
take me to the ocean
lay me on a field of flowers
show me, Angie
the light of the dawn
i got a fear of being swallowed by the sea,
short-term attention, long-term love,
falling for the wrong woman
oh, i've been dead from the neck down
for twenty-odd years
a shark on its back
lying in the sand
in my dreams
on fields of red
a tree cleaved in two
in my dreams
on fields of red
there's nobody but you
show me affection, bring me charm
help me waste away the hours
string me along like all your other lovers
douse me in a wave of pity and slowly light a match
is it a loss to never have an offer of you truly being happy?
oh, i've lost any ounce of pretense or compassion for all your naked, stubborn feelings
well aren't i quite the catch?
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5. |
downpour
04:19
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a new day dawns with something wrong
take the sheets from your bed and throw them down
put a smile on your face and walk outside
mingle with the rush and ruin and awful stench
get your aching limbs to moving upon the floor
at the end of the day - when all your friends are gone...
to shake away the endless gloom of feast and famine
to live your life upon a loop and not feel panic
i don't want to talk about it no more
would you believe in something outside yourself?
would you believe in something for once?
a new thought blooms:
"there's something wrong with the state of it all heading down"
each voice you erase by switching off -
signaling the rush and ruin and awful sound
get your aching throat to moving upon the streets
at the end of the day - when all your hope has gone...
would you believe in something outside yourself?
would you believe in something for once?
would you believe in something outside yourself?
would you believe in something for once in your life?
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6. |
bedrooms
04:09
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hallucination
a mother, astray
a painful vision of what could be
an echo chamber of broken dreams
a worthless evening fixed in place
useless speeches of slow decay
release your anger and embrace
only to find it still in place
an attic, with scarves upon the bannister
four walls border you
define what you want
take me back to your house
show me who you really are with your room
helpless artist
a poet - erased
bereft of ardor, it seems a waste
to see you suffer all in vain
a bottle drained of all its energy
the past choking you
a decline in your arms
take me back to your house
show me who you really are with your room
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7. |
feral
04:32
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don't tell me that we could have made it
don't you say "we could have worked out"
i don't want your voice in my head or in my screen
i lay beside your ghost each night
unfurl daylight
i stretch my hands up to the sky
uptight, i cry:
"i'm the dog in the yard, rabid and riddled with fleas -
yeah, the dog in the yard yearning, begging for scraps"
only scraps
take your time, slow it down
even though it won't work out
take the thought of you and i - of us -
and throw it down
late at night i wake in fright
undone, alight
i sink beneath the soil each time
uptight, i cry:
"i'm the dog in the yard, rabid and riddled with fleas -
yeah, the dog in the yard yearning, begging for scraps"
only scraps
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8. |
nice 1
04:04
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tell me sweet nothings, rose-coloured beauty
well i won't let this turn monochrome
stare up at the ceiling, eyes glued to the floor
well i don't know what i'm gonna give you, but something more
pancakes in the kitchen
coffee on the boil
you'll be out in a minute
face lit up with joy
take my hand, and lead me through the motions
move my heart to the beat of a sweet song on the stereo
sell me a story - that i'll always be around
well i won't let this turn monotone
i'm stuck with this feeling - eyes glued to the door
well i don't know what i'm gonna find there, but something more
blank space in the kitchen
blood on the boil
you've been gone for a minute
but we've been here before
take my hand, and lead me through the motions
move my heart to the beat of a sweet song on the stereo
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9. |
drekkingarhylur
04:10
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stay for a while
let me cling to you like moss on a stone
it'll take years for me
to break you down
don't walk away
'cause i own you
even though i don't know a thing about you
don't turn your back to me
you better listen close
you know that i won't if you just say no
i went down to the river
and i can't bear the sight of its shores no more
well stay for the trial
i will pray for you to sink like a stone
it'll take years for me
to break this down
and you'll float away
and i'll mourn you
even though i don't know a thing about you
i should have heard you out
didn't come close
now you're not around 'cause you just said no
well stay for a while
my thoughts linger too, as cold as a stone
it'll take years for us to break this down
an ardent pain
we'll i'll owe you
even though i don't know a thing about you
we should have called it out
now we're getting close
it might be enough when we all say no
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10. |
optimist
03:49
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day in, day out
well i could be brand new
it's not that change happened all at once
- i've been running in place
day in, day out
i'm more alone with you
than when i'm on my own
well i could be brand new
fake it till it quits being more than this feeling of a void
it's not that change didn't come for us
- we've been running in place
day in, day out
well i could do much more
give it time, things won't be the same
i'll do better, i swear
i swear tomorrow's a new day to care
with things heading down, i'll try sticking round
unfair to lay the blame on my doorstep
impaired, will we make it through another
day in, day out
i'm adrift at sea
i shrink away from your attention tugging me in one direction
stuck in place
stalling at the bottom of a hill
if i don't call it quits, then baby, you will
i swear (will we make it?)
tomorrow's a new day (will we make it through?)
to care (will we make it?)
with things heading down (will we make it through?)
i'll try sticking round
unfair (will we make it?)
to lay the blame on my doorstep (will we make it through?)
impaired (will we make it?),
will we make it through another day?
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11. |
magdalene
05:04
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quiet
it's oh so quiet in this room
where there used to be some beds by the bookshelves
patient
patiently waiting for someone to open up a rusty door to a memory
there lying down beneath the earth
their tiny hands reach out to you
show me devotion
show me this world is not the end
show me your faith
show me that sin is no more shallow than a grave
magdalene
well they took you in with open arms
magdelene
when you left you were not whole
riot
there's been a riot in your head
where there once used to be some hope of a future
absent
absently waiting for the end of the hypocrisy of them
but there's no ending
and while you're waiting for the truth
their tiny hands reach out for you
the children in the tanks
a crowd of empty hands
and you - alone through it all
how could it be that love could turn into such pain,
and what they gave you there they dare call mercy?
you never wanted it to start
you only wanted to reach out your palms
hold the present in your hands
instead your clinging to an empty past
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